the flame

at least i realized
...................
i am abandoned
forgotten
left here rotten ..

brothers ..
how could you done this to me
we drew the same blood
shed the same tears
and share some sins ..

but now everything's gone
do i have to stand here still waiting
for the next savior
for the everlasting hope
for the flames inside
that i wish it never die ...

.. for what ..

taubat 2

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